Nobody says It was easy

I don't mind spending everyday.

追風

我不太懂什麼交際，但深明人沒有朋友就生存的很苦。


今天晚上接到電話，是有關NRC的申請，


也許是心魔，也許是自尊，對於馬主朋友們的稱讚，只有自愧不如的份。


也許再一次往馬會的勇氣，因知道得太清楚而掉棄。


但到英國受訓，性別是平等了，但要離家愈遠，心中不踏實。


至今晚，離家意念浮生，突醒悟心中懸著一個人。


你們對小妹的寵，對倔強王的愛，感恩不盡，


請給我一點點時間。


最小，生日後？

in dreams begin the responsibilities

實在忘記了從何開始，二月尾狂妄的感覺隨著夏日的報到而溶化，
有一天，就突然跑掉顆螺絲似的向前衝。


一次又一次的走神，最終向她要了電話號碼。
到底我是怎麼了？有過太獨立的生活，反而慢慢跑掉了勇氣。
沒有徨恐，心中有一地方柔柔的紮著，感覺反而不踏實。


沒有任何反抗，也沒有任何反對，
只是這樣給懸在高空，
低氣壓，高海拔的話度，心一路如發動的引擎一樣，魘魘的，但又不討厭。
沒有任何把握的我，可怎樣做？


我在被考驗。


是這樣吧。


Follow her all the way down to changing room,her every glance haunted me at my deepest more purest part of my heart,rooted.


I nearly forget how I hooked by her long,mysterious smile.Glasses reflect her evil smile , her pride,a TOTAL Miss independent.


You told me you would find me,and leave me hanging all night long.


May I treat your intention of wearing glasses as a reaction of pleasing me?


Without turning me down nor accepting me neither,what hides behind your glance?


Miss independent,may I ask what is on your mind literally?


I love you by the first sight,at most impossible moment that I could ever imagine through out my life than those years on the horseback,or fighting in the ring.


I ask most sincerely ,can you be my girl? 


That is my only question ever lasting in my heart.


Three words eight letters,say it and I am yours.


Girl,please,give me a reply,piss me off or stand across ,


anything,don't let me panic again.


in dreams begin the responsibilities.